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Perhaps
written on Saturday, 28 November 2015 @ 06:24 ✈
Maybe she wants me to be like what she wanted to, what she expected to. But my body and mind think differently. And the blame is pointed directly to me. That I've became such a pathetic that kept on blaming myself in every little situation. It'a nerve-wrecking honestly. Like I don't deserve to be myself in my own world. Even when others achieved so much, I would always blame myself. For not be able to catch on like other people did. I know that I deserved the best for my ownself, but I can't handle every little thing that others can. I am not them. I have my own abilities and disabilities.
I know that I would blame myself for blaming myself again. No puns intended though.
How can people understand me when I can't even understand myself? ((big question mark))
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Perhaps
written on Saturday, 28 November 2015 @ 06:24 ✈
Maybe she wants me to be like what she wanted to, what she expected to. But my body and mind think differently. And the blame is pointed directly to me. That I've became such a pathetic that kept on blaming myself in every little situation. It'a nerve-wrecking honestly. Like I don't deserve to be myself in my own world. Even when others achieved so much, I would always blame myself. For not be able to catch on like other people did. I know that I deserved the best for my ownself, but I can't handle every little thing that others can. I am not them. I have my own abilities and disabilities.
I know that I would blame myself for blaming myself again. No puns intended though.
How can people understand me when I can't even understand myself? ((big question mark))
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we live under the same sky
Ain Ariffin. Eighteen. Selangor. I’m not alone, Allah is Always With Me. Rasulullah is my role model. Islam is my religion. Being born into Islam is the biggest blessing of Allah.
♥ Jannah is my main goal.
♥ English and Arabic. And a pinch of Korean.
♥ Extremely Good result.
♥ Jadi orang yang berguna.
♥ Duit yang banyak \$$/
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♥ Mathematics
♥ Chemistry
“Our bodies may need oxygen to live, but our soul need Allah to survive.”
"Be the popular being that is being talked about by the angels in the heaven, and that is by your iman, your ibadah, your good conduct, and your good words towards other people."
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the art of the laziness
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: ain ariffin, eighteen, malaysian.